Mama buat hal. It's not that easy to set my mind turning to this "It's in the past and it's done !", seriously it's not that easy. I'm hurt. My studies are slightly affected by this. She broke my heart, turning to million pieces. And I can bet you 100 bucks she won't pick em up and stick em all together bcse she thinks that I don't deserve it.
She thinks I don't deserve a goodnight kiss, a word saying "Goodluck" in any exams or maybe any kind of tests, a hug that I'm really craving for, a shoulder to cry on, a secret keeper and obviously she won't let me lend her ears for a second.
It's hard for me to deal in any kind of situations with her. I'm stubborn, yes I know. But as far as I can see, she doesn't has the effort to try to understand me. I need her attention and my dad's of course. I need her to try to understand me and it'll be better if she can support me in every single thng tht I do.
I am more stressed than she ever was. W**
Unlike you people, I don't have 'the-greatest-mom-in-the-universe'. F*** it off.
Shoot that muthaf***** up.
Foolishly overreacting? Yes I know, I just can't help it.
Sakit hati yang teramat, Tuhan saja yang faham. Orang lain buatbuat tk faham. EEEEEI GERAMMM LA ****
**Fendyy, thanks.
Urgh,
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