So here's the confession:
Tension sangat duduk dekat rumah. With the annoying sisters (Adik+Kakak=sama je). Mama yang suka rearrange stuffs dalam rumah sampai my room jadi SEMPIT. Nak bukak wardrobe pon tinggal a lil space -.-'. Papa yang doesn't has the effort to trust me that I actually studied. Bukannya online je. The main thing is, bole pulak 'my family' dinner wihtout me. Dorang makan sampai dah habis makan, and then left the leftover foods on the table expecting me to kemas kemas cause we don't have bibik. So I have to be the bibik. Makan malam sorang sorang macam orang bodo yang tk reti bahsa. Fck iiit. Don't you know how terasa I am? Bukan la nak berlagak gedik. But when it comes to this point, sensitive la weh. Rasa mcm nk lari rumah pergi rumah Ya, makan tido mandi berak sume kt sana. Rsa mcm tknk balik rumah smpi habis SPM. Rsa mcm nk bunuh sume orang pstu pukul dgn baseball's bat. Rsa mcm nk bunuh diri tp berdosa. Rsa mcm nk give up. Rsa mcm tktau nk handle life mcm mana. Rsa mcm tktau how to deal with the negative stress. Shiiit.
wow ur fam,wo!kesian u wa.chill aite.takpe u still have ur friends kan?haa mcm i jgk.i pun lone ranger jgk,everything i buat sendiri,everything.lagipun ktorg bkn hapy fam mana pun.makan asing basuh baju asing ahah semua asing-asing.but we still talk,cuma jarang.and same goes to ur situation,friends is evrythg.
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hmph yeaah. but im trying to face this all by myself sbb i cant share everything with my friends plus skola dh nk habis. bila je nk lepak2 kluar2 and everythng bila dh hbs skola kn? nnt masing2 busy dgn lifes. so yeaah i tgh nk jadi kuat ni! cehh haha :) thanks mint♥
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